Friday, October 3, 2025

October 3rd

Thirty years ago today I was transferred from the state mental hospital (where I had lived for 4 months) to the county transitional home (for however long they could keep receiving my monthly disability check). I was homeless and didn't have anywhere else to go. 

It was pouring rain and the staff were busy making preparations for hurricane Opal. They didn't have time for me. I offered to help but was rebuffed. The door to my assigned bedroom was locked -- my new roommate was hostile. She wanted the room to herself and didn't want me touching her stuff.

If you had asked me on that day what were the chances that I'd still be alive and well, happily married and financially secure, thirty years hence -- I'd have said the chances were absolute zero.

Nevertheless, here I am.


All the way my Savior leads me
What have I to ask beside?
Can I doubt His tender mercy
Who through life has been my guide?
Heavenly peace, divinest comfort
Here by faith in Him to dwell
For I know whate'er befall me
Jesus doeth all things well

All the way my Savior leads me
Cheers each winding path I tread
Gives me grace for every trial
Feeds me with the living bread
Though my weary steps may falter
And my soul a-thirst may be
Gushing from the rock before me
Lo, a spring of joy I see

And all the way my Savior leads me
O, the fullness of His love
Perfect rest to me is promised
In my Father's house above
When my spirit clothed immortal
Wings its flight to realms of day
This my song through endless ages
Jesus led me all the way

Fanny J. Crosby


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